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I changed my mind...everyone should vote to get bush out of office....just vote him out.
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Dont listen to anything you hear on TV.
Dont listen to anyone.
DONT VOTE.
Let America fuck itself up, dont have any part in it.
I remember way back when, when this journal used to mean something to me, when I used to actually use it to vent out my feelings and to try and express myself in ways I never before could. Any dignity this site ever had, has been raped and stolen by all the people who now have journals just for the sake of having one. Instead of someone who is depressed writing down their feelings and thoughts, the little 12 year old girls who think they are fat write about being scared to give their boyfriends a blow job. This is pothetic. Everyone has a journal to fit in now, and its making me sick. I love when people accuse me of having a journal because im a "poser." Why waste the time? Think it if you want. I used to use this thing to write about politics, my feelings towards people, and towards the world, Now, all those feelings are inside of me, and I could give a shit less. I gave up on hope. This world, This country and everyone in it is FUCKED. We are all fucked, one way or another and theres nothing anyone can do about it. And for all you people who still have faith, dont worry! Someone is bound to let you down soon enough! Be it your best friend, your girlfriend, or even your government, it will happen. And when the shit hits the fan, it hits hard.
So have fun conforming!
Enjoy life all.... just fucking live ,dont analyze like I used to. You will waste years upon years analyzing this bullshit world, when you could use those years to do something meaningful.
peace.
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Taking Back Sunday - Bonus Mosh Pit part 2 |
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today's my birthday....yay.
idk i just felt like writing....
im sorry that I started to fall for you. I know now that it was just false hope and you are way above my league. I tend to think impossible things are going to happen to me. and i know they wont. you are my friend and thats what we should be.
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Can This Be?
I dont know...sometimes I think something amazing is about to happen, like I will fall for the perfect girl. I'm not really sure if it ever will, because every time I think its happening, it turns out to be fake, or something terrible.
I don't want to scare anyone away...thats why I cant use names. I just write this shit to let it out, because theres really no other way. I think that I fall for girls too easily, and that I rush my feelings on people and scare them away. I dont want this to happen again. I want to fall for someone who is ready to fall for me. I want the girl you can chill with, do anything, be yourself, and know for a fact they dont judge you, or want to be with anyone else in the entire world. All the perfect ones are taken.
....that doesn't mean a guy can't dream....
does it?
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| Stina :-) |
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Boys Night Out- Hold On Tightly, Let Go Lightly |
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lol I have no idea why im writing in this shit since I haven't in about 3 months...and because no one reads it...(besides Christina) lol....well.........................Guess i'll just say that Christina is So Awsome....shes so chill and we had an awsome time....Hoping I get to see her again really soon.....considering im writing in this and she is the only person thats ever going to read it.
And here is a mixtape of all my favorite songs.
I'll play it for you
and try to look away.
You give me a smile
and blink the way you do
when you know things are going perfect.
*Your Hair's against the wind.
i'll never forget the face
that made my heart pump again.*
....just a little song ive been working on....
Does anyone believe in love at first sight?....
or second?
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just curious if anyone does besides me.......peace.
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| back...or am I? |
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Hawthorne Heights- Ohio Is For Lovers |
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hey, I haven't written in this thing in so fucking long...only because some douche bag ruined it with his homosexual comments. Whatever. This thing is for me, and me only, so I really dont gve a fuck who sees it and who doesn't.
Anyone who wants to chat, or be added, just IM me.
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Hot Rod Circut-Irish Car Bomb |
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Sorry I haven't updated in a while, but wow. Whoever is calling me a "poser" is fucking gay. All I have to say is, die. Die right now. You are a moron, and a fucking faggot. At least have some info to back up what you are saying.
And if you were so tough, you wouldn't sign anonyamous like a fucking pussy, you would say your name. So stop being a homo and tell everyone who you are.
Homo
thinking.
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| i love you... |
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Something Corporate-Konstantine |
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sorry everyone, not a meaningful entry whatsoever, just need to tell somebody something.
I love you. I need you.
:-/.
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Jimmy Eat World-Believe In What You Want |
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Anyone, Anyone, post an idea on something to write...im really sorta blank.
can't you, can't you feel it?
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Sunny Day Real Estate- In Circles |
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Cant Stop Listening To Dashboard.
I wish I had something worthwhile to write about....
being sad blows.
so.... what is everyone listening to lately?
My Playlist as of 4/21:
1.Dashboard Confessional-Standard Lines
2.Brand New-Moshi Moshi
3.Finch-Without You Here
4.JamisonParker-Your Song
5.Jimmy Eat World-Clarity
6.Midtown-Like A Movie
7.Armor For Sleep-Wanderers Guild
8.The Promise Ring-Why Did We Ever Meet?
9.The Early November-Exchanging Two-Hundred
10.Funeral For A Friend-Rookie Of The Year
....post some stuff.
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